Why does life have to be so fucking hard, I want one day where shit can go my fucking way where no one pisses me off or flakes;
I feel so stupid for actually giving a fuck.
Theres always that one night were you feel like the whole world is agaisnt you…ignored texts,fowarded calls,arguments with the ones you love…all when you need those people the most.
I gotta admit that I’m jealous of every fucker that is around you when I’m not.
With all this dick im NOT getting its like im a fuckin nun or something -,-
Dont fucking judge me when your bitchass is doing the same as me but worse…
My diabetes is taking control of me, i dont care anymore if i fucking die, ive struggled for 12 YEARS with this bullshit, im done trying to live for myself because my diabetes has taken over and is ripping me apart.. the only way i feel like i have control is when i know i have someone who actually cares about me and wants to be in my life cus my parents stopped long ago caring if i tested or gave...
Maybe im speaking too soon..but god do i like this boy, 3 hours on the phone has GOT to mean something right? (: <3
fuck the feeling of a low…